Monday, February 22, 2010

Going through my head...

Aside from the words to Suemitsue & the Suemith's Sagitarrius...

Aoi namida no kazu hoshi no kazu
Musunda sora ni nowhere nowhere nowhere
Itsuka kiete yuku
Tsukamu hikari hitotsu hitotsu dake
Egaita yume wo somewhere somewhere somewhere
Nagamete iru

It's probably a little weird to sing songs you don't understand all the words...but I know at least half of them, and the rest I'm slowly learning...

I think maybe it's a bad idea to be a history major...
I'm so not good at writing papers and tend to bullshit my way through them. And I can't focus very well on what I'm reading, maybe because it's so much at one time, but I'm having issues.

I feel like my Bible study is full of non-believers...
So many things they argue over that seem to be not Biblical, and they're so adamant about them, and I want to call up Pastor Brian just to get his take on things, because I trust him, and everyone else seems a little bit out of whack.

I'm a guitar player, not a bass player...
I love my bass, and it's pretty awesome when I play, and I love to mimic bass lines from my favorite songs. But when it comes down to it, I'm a melody-player. And for that, I need a guitar.

I am not quite a style icon...
Yes, I can get people to look at me...but I think it's more in shock than awe. Bright pink pajama pants or a red dress, they only catch the eye, but I don't think they impress. Perhaps I should take a more subtle approach.

I am not cut out to live with someone else...
I'm too messy, I'm too chaotic, my schedule changes on a whim, and even if I'll do the dishes every time, I still think I need more stability, and I just can't get that at this point, and I don't see myself getting it ever.

I want to go home...
But if I give up now, no one will ever trust me again, and I so don't want to let anyone down...

That's the gist of what's 'going through my head'...

No comments: