Okay, so today was my day off (yay!) but two people called in sick so I went in to work (not yay!) at about eight in the morning (DEFINITELY not yay!), which might seem late to some, but oh-so-early for me!
Anyway, so that might be part of it, but Mom and I clashed today.
(Am I hungry?)
(Am I PMSing?)
(Am I exhausted?)
Yes to all three!!
Plus, I'm a bit depressed...nightmares...the other night I woke at about two or so, and I was crying, and I yelled at God (rude, I know), basically to the tune of 'It's been almost five months, maybe a little longer! Why is he still plaguing me? Do I need to pray more? Why are you letting this happen? I'm sick and tired of it!'
And probably more...needless to say, I wasn't happy.
But I had the most interesting thought a moment ago...
The best thing about going back to school and moving far, far away?
(Pray for South Carolina to say yes!!)
When I wake up crying in the middle of the night, it will be because I'm homesick, not because of some guy...
Which, yes, is still kind of lame, but not as pathetic as right now.
(Or at least, I'm sure my Mom would think so)
Oh, I can't wait to get out of here...
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