Thursday, May 14, 2009

So...

I feel like I'm neglecting the rest of the world...
I've just caught up on reading about Beth's pregnancy, and seeing all those pictures of my niece and nephew, and I was browsing on Facebook and found out one of my old friends is engaged, and one of my friends just finished her freshman year of college, more are taking finals and then coming home for the summer...
And, somehow, unless it's all right in front of me, I don't care.
I'm very selfish, I think.
Like, I want to tell you all about what's going on in my life, and I want to, for once, check my blog and see that a million people have commented, to give sympathy, praise, support, whatever...
But I can't give you the same consideration.
Yeah, I'm awful...
So, I'll keep it simple.
I went to prom two weeks ago.
I almost lost my job, twice, in those two weeks.
I drank a single martini and it knocked me for a loop, from the first sip.
I dropped a hundred dollars on a guitar that my Dad says is junk.
I gave up mint ice cream to make a friend feel better about hitting the dog.
I stole a soda from one of my best friends.
I decided never again to talk to another friend.
I left my laundry on the closet floor.
I pushed everything under the bed, but the bed itself is made.
I keep taking Sunday shifts when all I want is to hang out at the shop.
I prefer the shirts that remind me of him to the more feminine attire.
I have to air-dry because I'm too lazy to wash towels.
And I think if I don't do something, despite my being calm, I might just freak out anyway...

What's going on in your life?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Hey Emma,
You are still writing, have not seen anything for so long. looks like you doing good.
Did you get the reunion invitation?
What do you think?

I've been working on different things.
stick in there, God bless, love you, grandma