I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
Do you know how hard it is to stay positive?
You don't, do you?
You think, wow, this girl is perky, excited, hyper and she must be just the happiest person in the world!!
Well...
The happiest person in the world cries herself to sleep...
Where the happiest person in the world is plagued by nightmares that grow steadily worse by the day...
So when the happiest person in the world wakes up, she's not sure if she should ever sleep again...
And then once she's fully awake and out of dreamland, the happiest person in the world is plagued with doubts about life, school, family...God...
Because the happiest person in the world is starting to crack.
Tears are coming during the day...
Smiles are starting to fade...
And the happiest person in the world just wants to give up...
But...
I have a reputation to uphold...
Bring on the cheerleader personality!!
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had
Do you know how hard it is to stay positive?
You don't, do you?
You think, wow, this girl is perky, excited, hyper and she must be just the happiest person in the world!!
Well...
The happiest person in the world cries herself to sleep...
Where the happiest person in the world is plagued by nightmares that grow steadily worse by the day...
So when the happiest person in the world wakes up, she's not sure if she should ever sleep again...
And then once she's fully awake and out of dreamland, the happiest person in the world is plagued with doubts about life, school, family...God...
Because the happiest person in the world is starting to crack.
Tears are coming during the day...
Smiles are starting to fade...
And the happiest person in the world just wants to give up...
But...
I have a reputation to uphold...
Bring on the cheerleader personality!!
(And maybe stash some chocolate around for when it gets rough)
2 comments:
What is this song from again? It sounds very familiar. I can't remember what that song is titled. Love you, and you should leave more comments on my blog. When you get time too. I love recieving comments. I barely get any.
it's called 'Mad World' like the blog title, and is sung by Gary Jules...my favorite song these days I think lol...
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